Vinka's Library of Mind

Dream,  You are a heartbreaker Far away and unreachable I'm on my knee Begging universe's mercy But still, crestfallen puncturing me. Dream, I'm still craving you like an addiction Letting the feeling scatter Every inch of you is my desire Even in your absence, even if it took forever I still crave your presence Dream, I still see you float up high through my hopeless pray Glide all along my way Some of it dissolve at dawn Under the dark's timelessness what I call chaos: undigested mass of crude, confused, and scumbled elements of me Dream, You and your advent, my sweet magic-maker My days are getting shorter  Time, well come, you unwelcoming devil which is no friend of mine Hyphenate what still may come in time  For you i strive for; If i have to collide, then i'll collide  To make my inner peace glows in the light fills the whole sky Dream, I slowly dying Mind trying Hurry, come find me -vic 

  In a life full of lies, has the essence of freedom that mankind dreamed of become meaningless? When the honesty of mind is imprisoned, and the mouth says what it doesn't want to say. Certainty and uncertainty seem similar. As a flower that hasn't yet bloomed, don't know exactly what to do. The flower just doesn't want to grow anymore.

  Our hopes fall through, as  the dark turns into red, as water drops to the pail It took out wind out of our sail, turns out dread and tears in vain Vituperate words taken out of the mouth off the cuff  Curse the world yet remain to stay

  Let reunite, dear gentle wind In another realm that lies tangent Other me and other you adjoin in the void As a picture that remains frozen We may preserve our sincere emotion If we collapse by reality, worry not, we'll be renewed Back to big bang explosion The stars formed once again You and me may be recreated Go through repetitive life we dream We'll bloom and unite A world that people thought was folly It could be a true For me and you -VIC

Perhaps thy vengeance for the treasonous passage of time Shall accumulate as abundant joy in the end, As thy patience flows deep through thy veins. Perhaps the enmity thou hast built with fate, The cruelty of the lines thou hast perceived, Shall be the very moment for thee to rejoice. Perhaps the obscure hope that doth dwell in shadows, Shall shine clear as the blue sky that doth shroud thy way. The grim will turn to serenity, Like rippling waters healing thy wounds. Perhaps the dark shall soon unfurl the stars, To guide thee forward—thus, cease not! Covet thy dreams and stay resilient, For none shall gainsay thee. Perhaps to live a life is a worthy idea. -Vic

     There was a time in life when I trapped in the dull and solitude, when all I saw is infinitely dark, then the bright light touched my gloomy heart and change it in an instant.      That was long, long time ago when I finally found a boy name Jupiter that became my center at everything, became the warm in the cold, break down the walls that I've built.     His gleam was too bright enough to make all of me fixate on one and only him, I still daze even until now with how his magical beaut can makes me became his satellite. As he mouthed once, "You are the moon of mine and your radiance will always spin me around, such a blessed I am illuminated by your reflected brilliance light."     Then, for some time, at the cold of outer space we dance around the sun together. Since that time, I'm not afraid to get lost and sank to a black hole, his gravity is tough enough to carry me home.     I did feel remarkable     I did f...

 I crave you to the core To see you stand before my very eyes To make our hearts knit as one To feel my remedy in your arms To grow and craft with you To go through thick and thin To fuse our good and bad luck To build our own galaxy To wrap around your presence To catch your infinite attention To feel your breath when you fall asleep To taste the sweet flavor of your lips To fall deeper into your shymphony To count more anniversary To runaway with your hand in mine To be all yours To say the sacred vow To spend the rest of my life Darling, is that enough? No? Let me crave you more