Vinka's Library of Mind

  Million bulbs in the void, bursts into a piece as its light disperse, like a supernova, we dwell in the fading light, fight against gravity and grow red, restart, become blue with fury, sedated by dark, concourse into the blackhole, turning it into a singularity, succumbing to the demise, reconciled with eternity. We were once scintilation, before we collapse into one, so what are we now? -vic

  We are all just mere mortal encased in a mortal body, enthralled with the mundane, the rest live repetitive lives of mendacity, obssessed with superfluous material as if we live eternally. We are so infinitesimally small on this planet in this universe, why is there so much suffering in this world, we are so full of feelings and burdens to carry, in this vast never ending universe, your thoughts, people’s thoughts mean nothing, the problems that overwhelm us seem small, our little spec of existence can’t even control universe’s temperature, it's arrogant to think the world revolves around us. we are just balls of energy inside of our meat, every living thing are made up of energy, and energy never die. Thus, spread positive energy. .vic

  This vagueness killing me brutally Or is this universe intended to let me suffer, maybe (?)  These wounds are getting nasty Let the blood flow freely In this fierce society  Myself distrust of fake flattery But fondly,  Your eyes say you wouldn't let me down, hopefully So please let me hold you tightly In this time of uncertainty  -vic 

Dream,  You are a heartbreaker Far away and unreachable I'm on my knee Begging universe's mercy But still, crestfallen puncturing me. Dream, I'm still craving you like an addiction Letting the feeling scatter Every inch of you is my desire Even in your absence, even if it took forever I still crave your presence Dream, I still see you float up high through my hopeless pray Glide all along my way Some of it dissolve at dawn Under the dark's timelessness what I call chaos: undigested mass of crude, confused, and scumbled elements of me Dream, You and your advent, my sweet magic-maker My days are getting shorter  Time, well come, you unwelcoming devil which is no friend of mine Hyphenate what still may come in time  For you i strive for; If i have to collide, then i'll collide  To make my inner peace glows in the light fills the whole sky Dream, I slowly dying Mind trying Hurry, come find me -vic 

  In a life full of lies, has the essence of freedom that mankind dreamed of become meaningless? When the honesty of mind is imprisoned, and the mouth says what it doesn't want to say. Certainty and uncertainty seem similar. As a flower that hasn't yet bloomed, don't know exactly what to do. The flower just doesn't want to grow anymore.

  Our hopes fall through, as  the dark turns into red, as water drops to the pail It took out wind out of our sail, turns out dread and tears in vain Vituperate words taken out of the mouth off the cuff  Curse the world yet remain to stay

  Let reunite, dear gentle wind In another realm that lies tangent Other me and other you adjoin in the void As a picture that remains frozen We may preserve our sincere emotion If we collapse by reality, worry not, we'll be renewed Back to big bang explosion The stars formed once again You and me may be recreated Go through repetitive life we dream We'll bloom and unite A world that people thought was folly It could be a true For me and you -VIC