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I'm A Wreck When I'm Without You

 This vagueness killing me brutally


Or is this universe intended to let me suffer, maybe (?) 


These wounds are getting nasty


Let the blood flow freely


In this fierce society 


Myself distrust of fake flattery


But fondly, 


Your eyes say you wouldn't let me down, hopefully


So please let me hold you tightly


In this time of uncertainty 


-vic 


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