Vinka's Library of Mind

[Prolly this is my very last poem for you] For the hands that once held me so firmly, and the eyes that gazed at me with such intensity before I slept, and a mouth that offered me a glass of honey, so soft and gentle; they were all mine yesterday. My great lost love, allow me to lead you to the gateway of latitude, Burning brightly at night, serenaded by the sounds of solitude. We've journeyed, and we've parted ways, Left an indelible imprint on my very heart's maze. My distant star above, my great lost love, In your arms, I found what I've dreamt of. But too soon, your melody left unfinished, something I'm afraid of. Your sound and touch still lingers, Too soon, to become a tapestry of faded colors. My great lost love, you remain my guiding star, no matter where you are. So as I pen these final lines, my dear, Know that your echoes I'll always hold near. You reside within my soul, etching endless arts, A pain like a dart, In my domain, I lost my reign, My great...

He walks like the wind, talks like spring, Floating away in just a blink. Yet, he showed me a Milky Way crashing into Andromeda, Brought me Betelgeuse, Canopus, and Vega. He unveiled Cassiopeia's grandeur, a celestial queen, With each step, Saturn's allure in his presence was seen, Whispered secrets of the cosmos untold, As stardust in his footsteps, a story unfolds. He's a wanderer, a celestial charmer at heart, Guiding me through galaxies, a masterful art. With every step, a new universe did we discover, In his ethereal presence, I was a cosmic lover. -vic

He showed me his moonside, a world unknown, In the quiet of night, its beauty brightly shown. I stood there in wonder, lost in its glow, As his incredible shimmer cast a radiant flow. With every step we took, the night sang a song, As we wove through the starlight, all night long. In the midst of this magic, under the moon's tender grace, I saw in his eyes a reflection of my own face. He and I, in this moonside, we found our way, In the quiet of night, our hearts chose to stay. So, he showed me his moonside, and I'll forever be, In awe of its beauty and the melody between you and me. In the soft, silver shimmer of our shared delight, Underneath the moon's glow, we'll drop the tune through the night. -vic

Oct 9 I’m beginning to believe that I'm crazy, unworthy of love, and scary. Like an unwanted fetus, what should I expect? I don't belong in this world. Thank you for the lessons. You made me feel alive for at least 6 and a half years, you added colors to my life, you were my oxygen. Sometimes I still cry. I'm sorry. Oct 10 Still, everything reminds me of you, in both my busy hours and free time. All my friends convince me that it's all your fault. But all I want is to bring you back. Will you come back? Oct 11 My friend told me that I'm different now, my eyes look sad and miserable. I feel you getting closer to her, and here I am, getting sadder. My friends tell me I should focus on myself and be happy. But all I want to do is reach you, be in your arms. Oct 12 This is the girl you left and called crazy. She's still trying to figure out what happened and gather all her confidence. By the way, I went to the places we used to go. Everything reminds me of you. I ca...

 Oct 2 Many arguments and fights; you wanted to end this while I wanted you to fix this. The first day of heartbreak. Everything’s numb. Many tears fall down. Mad, grief, upset, all in one in my chest. Just, why did you do this to me? One thing's for sure, I’ve been thinking about what I shared and what I sent to that girl. I'm not intended to tarnish your reputation as well. It’s not just a temporary emotion.  Oct 3 I don’t think I can trust men. I mean even my dad hurt me. Oct 4 I promised myself not to cry and convince myself it’s your loss. Turns out I’m still crying tonight. Maybe you’re my oxygen; my chest hurts, and I can hardly breathe since you’re gone. I love you still; I always will. Come and find me, Cit. Heartbreak can’t even make me hate you. I love you still; I always will. Oct 5 All my friends, and your friends as well, told me that I can find someone who’s much better than you; they remind me I’m pretty, smart, and way too nice for you. You know what? Dee...

Once we twirled, beneath the northern star's embrace Within a dreamlike park, where time had little space Beneath the cerulean sky, our spirits would ignite From the first light of dawn to the embrace of night In the sanctuary of dreams, our hearts led the way Two souls entwined, in the dance of night and day Within that northern haven, where we found our spark But now, you waltz with her, in that dreamy park Her laughter echoes where once was our song In the gentle ocean waves, where we both belonged -vic